Diary: October 27, 2026 (real life is something else)
đź‘˝ An Alien, Me?
When I decided to create this interactive journal, I did it for a simple reason: all my life, I've fought my demons alone.
We all carry a certain baggage of unresolved knots to decode and dissolve. And by now, no one can make me second-guess my vision of life. It was so spontaneous when I came into this world that I still can't fathom how I managed to get lost in the meanders of such a wondrous yet fierce earthly existence.
And yet, I was never truly alone spiritually.
Every time I stopped, fell, or despaired, they were always there. I don't know who they are, or how many there are, but they've always been there. Some guided me, others scrambled the reception. But I resisted. And today, I am at peace.
Everything was already written. Everything happened exactly as it was supposed to, and in the end... I found myself again.
The Great Illusion of the System
We are born with certainties, with pure and luminous energies. Then the surrounding world comes along and leads us astray with its unnatural rules and dynamics. We get lost, and we suffer for it.
The truth is, we often don't live our own lives, but someone else's. Or worse: the one the system tailored and prepared for us. We are destined for slavery from birth: those who rebel suffer, and the more they rebel, the more it hurts.
But to find freedom, the fight is the only way. First of all, the fight within ourselves. If we overcome our resistances, we finally find our path.
Putting the Pieces Back in Order
Today I want to do an exercise: put the events of my life back in logical order and give them meaning. Inside me, everything is already crystal clear, but putting it into words, making every single passage significant, is another story. Because nothing is random. Every tiny coincidence is full of meaning.
When I was little, I used to hear voices and I was afraid of them. Now, they comfort me.
✨ And you? Have you ever had the feeling of being an extraterrestrial in this mad world? An alien who, amidst this media bombardment, this frantic race for consumerism, and this endless power struggle, simply feels like they don't belong at all?
Let me know in the comments. 👇
N.B. FRANCOIS DE LA ROCHEFOUCAULD SAID
"Mediocre minds usually condemn everything that is beyond their reach". Â Â
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